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Sun, 20 Feb 2005 06:25:39 GMT

okay... Michael had told me to watch Donnie Darko a while ago, But i just got the chance to. That movie was like woah. I cried in it, like literally but i was amazed. I finished watching the movie loving it, but i had not understood it all. I looked online trying to find some more about this and asked Michael, then i kinda got it straight. This movie fucked up my mind bigtime, but for some reason i wanan watch it again, then buy it and watch it every day of my life.Also, all the stuff mentioned in the movie i believe which made it more dramatic for me.

I mean there has to be some type of time traveling thing going down.

There has to be people who feel the same way as Donnie did.

Many people may have been alive, when they were better off dead, such as he.

it was so sad. imagine giving up your life to save your gfs or whoever. wow as i was typing it the freakin sky flashed THUNDERRR AH!

Ah i cant stop talkin or thinking about it. ALthough it made me feel like shit afterwatching it, and its been over 15 minutes that its finished and im still crying.

ahhhhhhhh i want it out of my mind

but i wanna watch it again now

i dont know what to do.

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 05:23:14 GMT

whop di doo its valentine day...

Sometimes valentines day could be a turning point in a relationship. You notice if the guy really cares or not. Today i went to Ralphs, and i noticed a lot of guys don't care at all. It was like 9 and guys were still there buying flowers. Of course, if they used their brain it would be kinda finished, so only the bad ones remained. They shoulda planned be4 if its that one girl they REALLY REALLY love. but w/e not my buziness.

happy valentines day everyone.

bo.

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 06:07:09 GMT

ALright!!!

Yesterday was Stephs party!!! Miss Beautiful turned 16. It was awesome, thanks alot steph. You looked amazing!!!<3333

Today, around like 2:30 me and ana met up at the glendale gallaria. First thing we did was walk around the parking lot for 4 hours tyring to find her cuzin lollll. Then we ate for 2 hours. And took pics at the booth sooo cute!!! even tho we looked funny in 2/5 of them. Anywayssss we walked around cutely and we discovered a game at the game workplace or w/e its called. That place rocks. I seriously loved it, im so going to that store again.Then i came home. the end.

dedicated to my grandparents.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 06:52:32 GMT

This was an assignment for my expository composition class. I had to write a descriptive paragraph about emotions. And i chose fear, sadness, and all that bad stuff.

Certain tragic events occur in order to help us realize how precious life really is. My grandmother, my role model, is one of the most valuable and influential characters in my life. Therefore, her heart attack brought forth my emotional breakdown. The moment I heard my grandmother had been taken to the Northridge Hospital and put into Intensive Care, I broke down in tears. Many devastating thoughts ran through my head, and it was as if I had lost control of myself. How would I go on if I lost her? How would I feel? My heart was burning nonstop, and I could feel a sense of emptiness within. As my grandmother underwent her open-heart surgery, I sat thinking continuously of how it would go. What if it went bad? That awful thought kept me from being happy, wanting to eat, and anything that gave me a sense of pleasure. I began to look at everything around me with a negative perspective. I knew that I would not allow myself to be happy ever again if my grandmother did end up passing away. I only wished I had spent more time with her before this event. The first time I went to visit her after her surgery, my family told me to be strong, and try my best not to cry in front of her. As I entered the room, I saw nothing but tubes all over her body, and scars from the surgery. The sight made me burst in sudden sobbing. I had no control of my tears any longer. As my grandmother reached out to hold my hand, I felt her hand that had swollen up completely, and it made me feel our connection was there even though she was not feeling as great as can be. This disastrous tragedy made me want to spend more time with those I admire most, because you never know when they will be taken away from you.

I really love my grandparents, with all my heart<33

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 18:18:14 GMT

okay! Last night there were some problems that made me feel like shit, and heck i still feel like shit. But going out yesterday helped me forget a little about it, altho i almost crried at the bowling ally. Okay so we met up at the mall....went to like 10 stores cuz everone had something in mind that they watned to buy. i got a sexy ring from pacsun lolll. Then we decided to watch are we there yet lol.. i wanted HIDE N SEEK!!! but it had already started. SO we get tickets, me kiki and johny make this like necklace thing haha.Then half the people wanted sushi... so we give back the tickets, and then we end up eating panda express?? Ya i duno why. Then we got rides to blue cafe...stayed there for like 10 minutes not even and were like CORBIN BOWL!!!... SO, half of us got into armens car lol. I had to sit on christines lap in the front i was gonna fly outttt. The other 3 guys ran across the street. We get there and were like wheres hagop?? we look and hes still standing by blue cafe lmaoooo.so he finally crosses the street and we go into the bowling place. And thers a freakin 45-1 hour wait... i was like wtf? OK soooo we walk to starbucks and wait there everyone got their drinks and shit and we head back to the corbin bowl..We still had time so we invaded the arcade hahaha. Me and diana rocked at the dancing game altho she was like waering fancy shoes CUTIE! Yeran and anna harassing each other in hockey lolll...the others on gun games and car games. Then it came our turn we started playing and shit it was sooo cute..Then i had to leave, so i guess someone else finished my turns haha.

Had fun but still much shit bothered me.. and till today i feel worse than yesterday....but no one gives a fuckin shinding.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 05:25:06 GMT

crzy4chickenz: hello would u be interested in purchasing any fine ducks?
S am O 0g: nah, the last 5 I had got cooked and served for sunday dinner!
crzy4chickenz: please?
crzy4chickenz: im trying to raise money for college
S am O 0g: the homies sell crack.... hint hint
crzy4chickenz: but i dont have any crack!!! all i have are ducks!!! :-[
S am O 0g: then teach ur ducks to go to the hood and get the crack and sell it... if they get caught, you can always deny their yours
crzy4chickenz: but to do that, my ducks need some bling bling, andi cant afford any
S am O 0g: well you gotta pay the cost to be the boss...whatever that means
crzy4chickenz: ok but to pay the cost i need money, thusly, i need you to purchase my find healthy ducks
S am O 0g: sounds like ur in a pickle
crzy4chickenz: fo shizzle
S am O 0g: now for the next question... this is either karin or one of her friends...which one is it
crzy4chickenz: its a duck dealer
crzy4chickenz: durr
crzy4chickenz: thats y im selling u ducks u chicken head
S am O 0g: yaaa...that wasn't one of the answers
crzy4chickenz: i work oOUT side of the boz
crzy4chickenz: box*
crzy4chickenz: not in
crzy4chickenz: you must learn to free your mind from such limits
S am O 0g: yaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooookkkk
crzy4chickenz: pinky out wihtout a doubt!
S am O 0g: you kno!
S am O 0g: so does this duck dealer have a name??
crzy4chickenz: yes
S am O 0g: thats good
S am O 0g: cause if u didn't have one, i'd consider u a weirdo
crzy4chickenz: guess what my name is
crzy4chickenz: !!
S am O 0g: that would take tooo long
S am O 0g: i mean think about it.... how many names will it take before i get it right
crzy4chickenz: fine fine ill tell u
crzy4chickenz: its snoop bubbleD-O-G-G
crzy4chickenz: u have to spell out D-O-G-G
S am O 0g: ya i kno...thats how it stays gangsta
crzy4chickenz: fo shizzle turn it up the nizzle in the hizzle
S am O 0g: yaaa so dont u have finals or somethin
crzy4chickenz: i prefer to sell ducks
crzy4chickenz: wouldnt u?
S am O 0g: ya but it doesn't seem to be the best career in the world
S am O 0g: i mean seeing as how u cant sell them
crzy4chickenz: yes i can!!!
crzy4chickenz: just because SOMEONE's not buying it
crzy4chickenz: doesnt mean i dont have a good business
S am O 0g: wow dude, that blonde chick on the real world is a biznatch
crzy4chickenz: i dont have time for silly things like television
crzy4chickenz: u have to focus on the issues man!!! the issues!
crzy4chickenz: such as buying a duck
S am O 0g: thats ur issue
S am O 0g: my issue at hand is the real world and the biznatch
crzy4chickenz: well ur being a biznatch right now!! nad ur hurting the ducks feelings a lot
S am O 0g: since when can they read
S am O 0g: or speak english
crzy4chickenz: my ducks are advanced!!!
crzy4chickenz: they can even solve geometrical problems
S am O 0g: wow, where were u and those ducks when I had geometry
crzy4chickenz: around
S am O 0g: yaaaaa..... so anywho, i have to go to the gym and get sexified so good luck with them ducks
crzy4chickenz: ur a meanie paneenee
S am O 0g: sorry, i'm not italian
S am O 0g signed off at 9:20:22 PM.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 02:34:05 GMT

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Your gender?
What makes you sexy?	Your ass
What makes you pretty?	Your smile
What makes you loveable?	How sensitive you are
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Thu, 13 Jan 2005 23:05:20 GMT

yo yo yoooo. okayyy today was a very stressful day. First period i had a chem quiz...which i thought was hard. Second period i had my french final! Im soo glad its not during the finals week:). 155 multiple choice questions jesus, and like a page of passe composee and imparfait and shit. It was ok..I stressed all first period over that, while christopher next to me was stressing over his final, loll knowing all the names of the muscles or something. Alright! Then 3rd period was Mops. We did our portfolio presentations... it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be! go mee. Everyone did soo cutely..loll erinn and nicole interpretation. haha i cant say that word for jackshit. Anywho we finished that class listening to kanye wests song lol..i think its called jesus walks!! i could never im my life imagine mop playing that song.. of corse it was like edited or w/e.. and he gave us the lyyrics 2 follow along with. It was pretty cool. Afterschool, i had to makeup a history quiz which took freakin 3 minutes it was soo easy.
okay well..

im gonna go look at the rice so it wont like explode on me. bye bye.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 13:37:57 GMT

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Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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Sat, 08 Jan 2005 16:44:53 GMT

I'm up sooo early due to the stupid jetlag. Its ok tho it was awesome. Everything there is beautiful and calm. I left not wanting to go to paris....but then it was great. I saw my aunt i hadnt seen for 8 years, and some other family for 4 years, saw our friends and family, and even met knew people.It was nice to see my father celebrating new years with his sister and brother...something he hadn't done since he was a kid. It was cute. Yea french people have attitudes, but its the only place where youll find a huge ass line at KFC around 1 in the morning, where it takes an hour to get your food. We didnt do alot of sight seeing, it was more going to friends/ families houses. However we went to the Arc De Triumph..lol its fun climbing that with raquel christine my sister and christines mom. To climb it thers like thing spiral stairs that just keep ging and going...on the way down raquel went sooo slow that she like caused a huge line behind her. The malls there are so different yet so cute. Theres this one like huge ass wall covered in Louis Vitton the 2 different kinds its soo nice on Champs Elisez or however you spell that. The cars there are different as well. I mean they have the bms, and mercedes, porches, lambourghinis,etc...but their regular cars are just completely diffferent and tiny and cute. The last night we were there we gathered to eat and like 14 people came including my family.. There was Manya tantig , my dad, Harout amo, Christine, Jacque Fronswa or w/e, my m om, Sabrina, Alen, Line, JP, Kamal, my cuzins friend Allen, and my sister and i. It was sad saying by to them...but at least we got too. We didnt have enough time to say by to our other friends. And i never got to see Justine cuz she went on vacation with her boyfriend.

London on the other hand too was like super. It was freeeeeeezing. We took those bus tours for like 3 hours. Then they wanted to go to the mall Herods i think thats what it was called. So we ask everyone the way to get there. The bus driver explains the way to maria, so we follow his dirrections and end up in the wrong place. We then ask someone else and that person said something different. For freakin 3 hours were going back and forth and back and forth trying to find the mall. And we go there and we enter and half the people with us leave saying its too hot in there. So im like forget this after i look for 10 minutes and i decide to go to the Mcdonals like 2 blocks away. The Mcdonals fries tasted a bit different but the Mcfluryy was just sexy.

2005 is gonna be much better than 2004 im not letting anyone fuck anything up for me. if your in the mood to piss someone off find someone else.

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 00:40:13 GMT

PuppetString80: next journal entry...

Today i love michael. Michael is so hot. Michael is cool. I love Michael so much. Im bored. Oh yeah, i love Michael.

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 18:34:14 GMT

Alright!!!! It is officially sexier than before all thanks to Joey. Thanks again man.

Comment dudes, so i can add you guys.